Hello, out there. so here i am...5 am...doing absolutely nothing! I want to read a book, like a book book, the one with real pages you have to turn physically with your fingers, but im too lazy to get out of bed go across the room and turn on the light. i should probably get one of those little lights that you can put on your book...do they actually work? I can imagine them getting in the way of turning pages

If you arent asleep at 5 in the morning what are you doing?

You want to know something amazing...I started writing poetry again. Its like it all came back to me and I dont think im half bad. Im trying to work on making my poems longer. Ive read poems on here that are pretty long and then i go look at my poems and i just feel the need to make a long poem but my brain just wont let me! WHY IS IT HOLDING ME BACK!!!! any of you got a new brain for me?

Oh my goodness, so Im a big coffee drinker, like HUGE coffee drinker and normally i go for the medium roast because that is what everyone else drinks in my house but this time i must has grabbed the wrong kind beacause i go to make coffee and i notice it is dark roast. Im almost tempted not to make it(almost!) but dude its like 5 in the morning and i need my coffee, so I make it anyway. OMG i have been depriving myself of the true taste of good coffee. It tastes AMAZING!!!! pure heaven.

do i have any non smellers out there. ya know your sniffer just doesnt seem to work? does anyone realize how inconvenient it is to not be able to smell anything? my sister goes up to me and asks me, "does this smell good?" and ill look at her for a whole minute with that 'are you kidding me' look. yeah it takes her a whole minute to realize that im not smelling her and then it clicks and all she has to say is whoops. its not like she hasnt known me for a long time and knows that i cannot smell. i do feel bad, really, that i cannot tell her she smells good. But i cannot help that i cannot. although my nose does tingle around cigarette smoke. it feels like i am going to sneeze but i wont. so theres a plus :D

you know i dont care if people read this, its nice to just tell no one how i feel but sometime id like to have a nice conversation with someone. even if  it has nothing to do with what im talking about. you could start talking about dolphins and i would sit here and respond. looking back on this i can see why no one would read this :D i like complaining to no one though, my family just sighs at me if i start complaining out loud. its ridiculous really, i have to listen to them complain about all the people that made them mad on any given day but i say one word and its like 'you couldnt possibly have to complain about something today' so thank you wattpad for being here for letting me complain to no one and not sending me a message to take it down...haha wouldnt that be funny, 

well my fellow wattpaders,

happy reading & writing :D