hehe hehe hehe. I'm being called a selfish brat for speaking out my mind... And that I'm so ungreatful for what I think.. I'm being called these things by a non- family member.. He's telling me that you don't know how it really feels to be sad and not being able to eat for 2 days and more... He's telling that there's no need to be sad if I have so many happy things in my life... 

 It.. It.. It annoys the FUCK OUT OF ME.. I wanted to cry very bad but I know If I do.. he will tell me your weak stop crying... I know how it feels to be sad. I know how it feels to not eat for 2 days and more.. People tell me and even he tells me. You need to speak up for myself! well... I do TRY TO SPEAK UP FOR MYSELF BUT HE ALWAYS BRINGS ME DOWN.. Then he trys to be all sweet with me again... 

I just want to fucken tell him FUCK OFF 

                                                       Thank you for listening to my rant. ( Ima go cry off now...)