Why the heck do guys just change their freaking mind on 'who they like'? is it really too confusing that you don't know who you have a freaking crush on? Also why the heck would a guy just grab my hand and kiss my hand? Like why? 

On another note its that freaking time of year where everyone just seems to 'forget' Thanksgiving exist and move straight to Christmas. Christmas is just a mess you struggle to actually find a 'wish list'. It's hard after the age of 10, and sorry but Christmas isn't that great either. Its a pain to find gifts for everyone in the family and my mom and dad always but almost every video game my brother asks for, so that leaves me with nothing. 

And if you don't celebrate Christmas then happy holidays,

And Happy Thanksgiving.