I apologize if my back hurt your knife. Because at this point I either have no friends or a few friends outside of school. I apologize if my existence bears a burden on your shoulders that you can't seem to get rid of. So at this point, I will be your friend outside of school. But I'm done with thinking I know someone then they prove me wrong.

I'm done thinking its ok to speak in school again and then finding out I was completely wrong. And yes I know you guys can see this chapter, I hope you do. because I seriously don't understand how my entire life I think I have found REAL friends then they stab me in the back. So at this point, I'm kinda done with 'friendship' in tot. 

So please make sure that knife is sharp enough this time. Because I've been hearing people shit talk me, and I confronted them and they said 'what I would never do that'.

So I'm counting down the days until I never have to see anyone again. Or until I finally find a friend, but that's so unlikely it would be like seeing a unicorn.