Hey beans, I haven't really been that active on here recently bc I am now at camp!

It's currently counselor training week, so it's pretty intense and we aren't really supposed to use our phones much.

So I guess I'm like kind of taking break?? It's not like official but if I don't update for a few weeks...thats why

I might find some times to rant or even just update on my camp life (the Spain boy I had a thing with last year is here this year too so I'll try to keep you updated ((((;

Our admins were talking to us and they were like "relationships between camp staff needs to be hidden from campers, and remember that doing things with a minor could be statutory rape." And looked right at me and him and I was just like :)))))))))))) (bc he's 18 and I'm 16 so he's an adult and I ain't. don't worry tho I don't plan on having sex with him like????)

Also some of the counselors are so hot this year. This one guy zack is literally a Spanish looking Davis Beckham and he's so hot holy shit. plus he's from England so he's got and an accent. shit.

We were playing capture the flag and he came up to me and leaned down and started whispering a plan in my ear and he had his arm resting around my back and he was sweaty (jfc ugh) and I was like ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

I get so boy crazed during camp im sorry. Probably bc most of the guys aren't from the U.S. and foreign boys make my ovaries go !!!!!!!

Oh one last thing. This girl counselor here is literally shailene woodlys doppelgänger. (When shailene had long hair) It's insane. when I saw her I legitimately thought it was her until I was like why the fuck would she be at my camp. I feel bad I keep staring at the girl bc it's so unreal. When I was like "you know who you look like?" She went "the fault in our stars girl" so I guess she gets that a lot, for understandable reasons

It's like 12 am rn and I'm just up so I can update yall and let you know I'm not dead. When I do update I was thinking of doing a High School advice kinda thing??? I realize a lot of my readers are younger so I thought that might be nice

Love u guys :)

-Mare :)