Alright talk I have a few announcements before starting my boy story

1) OTRA was amazing. They sang fireproof (aka my fav song of theirs) and drag me down and I was so unstable.

2) it's my bday today aye. #17

3) I'm not gonna go into full detail bc I want to keep some of my personal life personal ya feel

4) I'll probably do an all over camp experience when I officially am out of camp bc I'm actually going back today lmao

So basically the boy I had a thing with, we have both been going to camp for years but the sessions we went never lined up so we just met this year. We knew of each other and we were friends with the same people but life hates me so we never met.

Let's start off by saying he was really intimating to me ok. Lemme tell you, hes SO hot. Like so fucking hot fuck.

I didn't think we would talk a lot bc he's a beautiful human being and out of my league, but we clicked really well.

And I mean he flirted with me but he flirts with like every girl so I didn't think anything of it, but apparently he flirted more with me than other counselors since campers would always ask other counselors if we were together lmao oops.

He's really straight forward also. almost so straight forward you think he's joking sometimes?? Like one time we were just talking and he goes "you have a really nice face." And I kinda just giggled and he's goes "and really beautiful eyes. You're really pretty." Oh my GOD.

As we got closer he would like touch me a lot. Like whenever he saw me he would touch my hair or put his arm around my shoulder or like touch my face and jfc.

Then eventually he would jokingly be like "Netflix and chill later?" And I would laugh and be like sure ok. (Netflix and chill is basically code for hook up if you don't know.)

And that was kind of an on running joke but one time he was like "Netflix and chill" and I was like lol ok and he goes "but actually." And I kinda just looked at him and he was like "tonight during night off?"

I said ok but at night off I whimped out bc he made me nervous and he called me a tease lol. He thought that I was playing hard to get but really he just made me nervous as hell. Then the next night off we were going to but our boss surprised us with pizza so we were like ok pizza

After that it seemed that our time off never really lined up so we didn't have a chance to do anything?? It got to the point where the build up to us kissing drove me crazy I literally wanted to make out with him 24/7 I didn't know I could feel that way???

Although, we do have hour off during the day and our hours off usually lined up so we got to hang out. (You can't do anything during the day tho bc campers are everywhere obvi)

This one hour off he was sitting on the couch next to the one I was on and asked me to try to braid his hair (so cute), and his hair is kinda short so I knew it wouldn't work but I tried anyway. It didn't end up working obvi so I just stopped and he goes "but keep playing with my hair it feels good"

FUXK

so I did for like 10 minutes and he had his eyes closed and he looked so peaceful I'm. I pulled away for a second and he reached up and pulled my hand and put it back on his hair it was actually the cutest thing ever.

So uh yeah things were rolling and a few days ago we figured out we had night off together the next night and we were just like alright it's officially gonna happen.

Things were good things were fine, until we had a staff meeting and it didn't go well. Being a staff at my camp this year is hard since we joined with this weird branch and we kinda get treated like shit now.

He was really angry about the meeting and was like "I don't even really like here anymore." And looks at me and goes "you make it better though" ABSNDBDJJ

Long story short, staff meeting went bad....and he quit.

:))))))))))

I was walking up from the waterfront and saw him on the porch of his cabin so I waved to him and smiled and he motions me to come over and goes "I just quit". Literally my heart dropped. He gave me a hug and said bye but we never really got to properly say goodbye. If I didn't walk up at that time we wouldn't have been able to say goodbye at all how fucked up would that be.

Like I thought it was just going to be a summer camp hook up thing bc he's hot, but like I've been really sad since he left.

I miss him teasing me, flirting with me, and just knowing that I'll see him???

FucK. Like I know I explained to you guys how I could like a boy but feel uncomfortable as soon as they reciprocated feelings/ touched me in any way, but he's not like that ???

Like he made me so comfortable every time he would put like his arm around me or something I would get all giddy

Lmao the song summer love has never been more relevant.

It's actually been like a month since he quit (I wrote most of this like a couple days after he quit) so I'm not that upset now but I'm still upset I didn't get to lick his face.

But yeah that's my story of the boy. Maybe we will meet again some day in the near future and do some shenanigans but for now he's the one that got away *katy perry singing in the background*

-Mare :)xx

I'm so bad at telling stories sorry