Today I did the impossible! and no not become Beyoncé, or become any prettier. I am still the trash bag I always am :P. 

Anway this is another thing about my love life but its happy!!! :D If you don't want to read I'm sorry ill have another rant out soon.

SO, today I snapchatted my crush Ill just do J for me C for crush. Try to follow along.

J - You might want to give the $10 back though...

C- Why?        Where they right?

J- yeah I'm fine if I get rejected I am not looking for a relationship type thing. (Yes, I actually said that!!! you are probably face palming Right now) 

C- Your (YOU're sorry bad grammar or typo on his behalf) not going to, I like you its just we never see each other 

J- true

C- ya

J- We won't really see each other besides over the summer at camp _______ (Not saying the name for stalker reasons. )

C- Ya and hopefully we can go to the same one

J- Ya but are you just saying that so I don't feel bad (Laughing crying emoji)

C- No      I promise 

J- (Smiley blushy face  emoji)

C- (Smiley blushy face emoji) I don't lie about this stuff

J- It's not going to be weird between us right? like we will still be friends?

C- Ya we can still be friends      It won't be weird 

J- Ok good

C- (Probably something super sweet but I forgot to save it and I didn't read it)

And that's it!! It ended kinda happy but I will never really date him because he lives 40 min away plus we never see each other. We will only see each other at camp and even then I will write everything down so I can type up my embarrassing life. 

BTW I FOUND OUT MY 'FRIEND' IS DATING MY EX! and my Other friend is dating who was my crush for 3 years ;-; 

CYA!!!