you know that moment, when you're in love with  a good book made by a... ''great'' person, and that person just crushes you with a ship you hate, and when you try to forget it you stop reading the book and have been in love with and it turns out to be..i don't know a ship you HATE. like i wish they just put it in the right section, put the title with the ship or main ship....

are you guy's doing it for views?! cause i wouldn't read it further if you said it was a ship i hated.

i Stayed up reading a fanfiction an hour past my bed time on the first real hot, sticky summer night here in wattpad to get A SHIP I DON'T EVEN LIKE.

wow.

like.... if you guys change it you can easily click the x below the description

not ignore my message...

you know? i think am the only person who spams someone who puts a book in the wrong section. *cough* laurmau

and yet what do i get? an Arguement i waste almost A WEEK ON, AND IT BOTHERS ME WHILE I UPDATE STORIES,CHAT WITH OTHERS, OR EVEN TRY TO DO SOMETHING

like...dude?! are you blind or you're an idiot? obviously probably both.

although it's different when people don't know but when they pretend

it just makes me wanna hack them and delete their account.

just gets me pissed.

like am a huge fan of aphmau, yet i respect other's ship, but when it's a ship i dislike i rather ignore the person who made it. i know it's real immature of me but i always get this feeling of anger boiling up and ignoring them

usually people say 

'' do you make garmau stories? do you make zanmau stories? do you- ''

i usually reply with '' no, in my other account @anti-aarmau i do. but barley since i get so stressed out ( oh hey there pal long time no see. ) i just give up since am not ''into'' the ship, sometimes i pretend i do. but it doesn't work at all

am just wondering if am the only one with this problem

you get the ''pity'' faces and teases from others and it just saddens me. like, do you have anything to do with you're life BUT lie to actually get people to see it?

i admit, i used to change my stories from one another, it was garmau but then i changed it to laurmau. am a hardcore aphmau fan, i've been with her ever since my niece told me about her during our trip to orlando ( yeeey, i was going to islands of advneutre c: )

and we were on season 1 episode 23 where she currently had over one thousand subscribers so i was like : oh this person is kewl! 

and our fanbase grew.

but it just pisses me off when people think you're stealing their idea to! AND IT'S NOT LIKE I GET AN IDEA FROM A FRIEND OF MINE ON YOUTUBE NOT AT ALL, I STEAL IT ALL FROM OTHERS! ( you can catch the sarcastic me there )

like....

dude.....

i need some coffee.