I hate my voice.

I hate my speech impediment.

It screws me over.

No wonder I never get parts in a play or speaking parts.

No one wants a girl who might accidentally say thwee or wain or widiculous or wealized or wevealed or giwrl.

;-;

I'm standing in a bathroom by myself crying at both how pitiful I am to be crying over something stupid and not getting any kind of part.

Speech therapy obviously didn't help much....

Why do I bother trying when I know they won't chose me because I speak like a freaking 5 year old.

When I speak, my R's become W's if I'm not paying attention.

AND PEOPLE MAKE FUN OF ME FOR IT.

I might say, "The answer is thwee-fouwrths." in math or something by accident and I hear people behind me go, "'Thwee-fouwrths." and snicker.

IT'S NOT LIKE I CHOSE TO SOUND LIKE THIS.

I've even had people whisper once, "Is she autistic?" when I speak because I apparently sounds like an autistic kid....

WHY DO I HAVE THIS FRICKING IMPEDIMENT?!

IT'S NOT FAIR!!!

I JUST WANT TO ACT, TO HAVE FUN.

BUT MY IMPEDIMENT SCREWS ME OVER.