A girl, friend-starved for nearly seven years.

Now, she has friends, and now, she feels like a burden because of family thoughts.

Dad, I know you're going to read this, so understand, please, that I am NOT hating on you.

I just want them to know how I feel.

I want you to see what I know about them and how I feel about them.

sparkstream

Ahh...spark, spark, spark....

Our logical friend.

And I thought I was logical.  x3

You give off the vibe that you have little caring for things besides...kittens and something else that I forgot, but you still mention how you do care.

And I just saw it, as well.

You are quite funny, and...well...fun to be with!

Whenever I see you enter a conversation, I KNOW it's gonna become interesting.  XD

I see you try to be evil (and have the obsession for it), and it's quite fun to see you try.

It's made for quite an interesting part in my life.

Fox_Queen_Winter

Ey, it's that girl that used to be called Aura but now doesn't want to be called that anymore!

Sorry, Winter x3

That aside, what I've seen of you has pretty much only been good.

I've noticed we haven't interacted a ton lately, but...as I'll mention later, we're still great friends x3

You have really good humor in my opinion, and you write really good encouraging comments whenever I or anyone else is feeling down.

AND YOU LIKE FIRE EMBLEM

YUS

x3

Object_Stories

I'm pretty sure we bonded after that 400 comment chain of cannibal restaurants XD

You seem to be pretty humorous to me, and, like Winter, I noticed we haven't interacted as much lately.

:/

Again, I'll get to that later.

You're pretty kind as far as I've seen, and you even did that SNAW fan music!

x3

LizKittyMC

Eyyyy, iz Liz!

Hi!

I think we bonded over a fan comment....

What was it...?

I said something about fans, then you mentioned fans (the people) on fans (the spinny things) and I said something along the lines of "OMG now I can imagine my friends attached to fans spinning at high speeds, throwing up everywhere!"  And then something was mentioned about splatter-paint vomit XD

That was a blast and a half XD

Your comments show your hyperactivity, and that's great!

Your comments are really fun to read (especially those ones that have one word that is so long that it goes across my entire screen x3).

Now onto what I call the big three x3

ilbarker

Oh, il...da fudge do I even begin with you?!  XD

I believe that you're the only outside America friend online that I have?

Unless someone wants to chime in here that they're from Canada or something?  x3

Anyways, not gonna lie, I think I understand more about you than anyone else, but only because you comment 18,000 times in my books XD

You're funny, your accent is ADORABLE, and YOU are adorable!

And...I'm only 15 and you're 13.

You should have the honor of being called adorable because 13-year-olds here are more or less (mostly less) NOT adorable.  Sure, they may be /pretty/, but who they are...makes me want to throw myself into a pool of sharks than hang with them :/

Basically, they suck.

You (and VERY few others) are among the younger generation who AREN'T evil :/

KK/Kit/Ash/Moon/Cara/Adam/a bazillion other names

You are literally the only friend that has changed their name every other week x3

You make life a heck of a lot more interesting, and your drawings are fun to see.

You say you're a b**** sometimes, but honestly, I have yet to really see that side of you.

I don't know if it's just because I'm blind sometimes, but you seem like a really fun person.

Heh, I'm gonna repeat myself a lot in this x3

Anyways, writing about you has made for an interesting time of writing (which is a lot).

And you look really pretty x3

And now....

Cassia16

Ah...Cass....

You are the only one in this group who is older than me.

And...I know you feel...down about the whole situation of my dad not liking you and stuff.

I wanted to clear things up here.

Dad does NOT not like you.  He doesn't hate you, he doesn't have a grudge, he....

He says that...how you act raises red flags.

Let me see if I can remember.

One of the red flags is the constant search of reassurance, of...loyalty?  I think?

It's because you keep worrying about my dad not liking you, and that is a red flag saying that you want me to be more committed to you than to the right thing.

WHICH MAKES NO SENSE.

He then said something about not being loyal to the person, but to what is right, which I lost it there.

Basically, I started crying.  :/

Mind you, I'm an emotional person, so I can actually cry pretty easily :/

I understand that he is worried about me, but....

*sigh*

I asked him if he trusted you, Cass, and he laughed.

He said something that I can't remember, and I don't want to put something down lest I get it wrong :P

I asked him if he trusted me, and he said he trusted me as far as I knew.

Which immediately made me defensive because I'm NOT like other teens and...while this will sound stereotypical, I DO know what I'm doing....

Cass, you are funny, you are REALLY good at roleplaying, you comfort extremely well, and...well...you're like the big sister I never had.

Cuz I AM the big sister in my family (and the mother sometimes).

You're the big sis to all of us.

You mean well, and while, yes, sometimes you can be a little rough around the edges, aren't we all?

I mean, I had a small skype call with il and Kit before, and Dad didn't really say much besides checking to make sure I didn't have video on, but I mention you, and....

Well...he goes back to the red flag thing.

Cass, if you ever went really bad, if you ever strayed from who you were and are as the good person I know you as, then...I'm not afraid to say that I'd break ties with you.

But....

My personality type is INFP.

My dad is INTP.

The only difference between me and him is that he thinks a bit more logically than me, while I use my feelings more.

For me, once I find a true friend, we're friends for life.

Even that friend who I first ever made, that black girl in the 7th grade....

We don't talk much anymore, but when we do, it's as if we hadn't spent months apart from each other.

It's as if we spent every day together.

That's how we interact with each other, even if I don't interact with her every day.

Cass, I'd never stop being friends with you.

And Dad CAN'T make me stop being friends with you.

If he banned me from speaking with you anywhere, I'd still find ways to do it, and I'm not afraid to say that.

But he says he wouldn't ban me from speaking with you, it's only that he wants me to know the red flags in our relationship.

I notice the flaws in all our relationships, but they're so miniscule that I don't bother with them.

I think the only flaw, really, is that most of you curse x3

I don't :P

But that aside....

Cass, we're friends.

We'll MOST LIKELY always be friends.

Once I find a true friend, we're friends for life.

To be true friends with me is a guarantee in your life that you'll ALWAYS have at least one friend to support you.

I'm always there.

I may be 12 hours late getting to you because of sleep, but I'm always there.

Don't you forget that.

Don't ANY of you forget that, ok?