My head hurts....

The voices in my head won't SHUT UP.

Remember a LOOOOONG way back in this book that I talked about the two halves of my brain arguing with each other?  Yeah....

They're at it again.

This time, it's about the Honeybee tryout.

My right, creative brain is feeling extremely good about it and has high hopes while my left, logical brain is trying to calm the right side down and trying to..."soften the blow of failing," as it says.

And then I'm just here like, "STAHP TALKING ABOUT IT.  YOU'RE MAKING ME FEEL BIPOLAR ABOUT THE WHOLE SITUATION."

The my right side is like, "Oh, wait, when----"

"IF."  Interrupts my left brain.

"WHEN you make it, what if Deana doesn't?  Will she not be your friend anymore?"

"Uh, no, she asked Deana that yesterday...."

"Oooh, what songs do you think they'll do next year for Honeybees?!  I hope it's energetic and fun and---"

"Stop it.  She might not make it, ya know.  There were a LOT of really good people trying out...."

"But Mrs. White seemed to enjoy her performance...AND Mr.  Oglesby!"  (Oh-gles-bee)

"So?  There's also AMC people and freshmen and 11th grade Honeybees, not to MENTION people who haven't even BEEN in choir tried out!  There could be 120 or something trying out and only 18 to 20 will actually get in!"

MAKE IT STOOOOP!!!!

I NEED TO KNOW NOW SO MY FREAKING BRAIN WILL SHUT UP.

;-;