TW: if you're THAT sensitive don't read this or else you'll think I'm "rude" also don't think I'm actively targeting you because I'm not this is people in general. Don't get mad at me please because I'll be really anxious. (If you have a tendency to start drama easily click off)

One of the reasons I'm not on here that much is because it gets dry. I have to fucking make a book to get peoples attention.

I also don't like how people are dry all the time. Like it's okay to be dry, because I've dry the texted before but like all the timeee.

This is how a conversation will go with some people sometimes

Me: heyyyyy

Them: hi

Me: how are you? <33

Them: fine ig.

Damn no how are you? I'm excusing the people who are actually busy. If you're doing this to certain people all the time then maybe learn how to match the mood. Like I get if it's at certain times but all the time makes me not want to talk with you. Please don't think I'm targeting you or someone. Don't think this is you because I don't check in on you as much! Like I said I'm barely on this app, so I check in with people at times. There are people who are dry all the time, and that's just how they text and that's ok! But some people have really dry conversations like I forget I even had a conversation with them.

I also hate when I post something about people barely checking up on me and they say they will right? And then they never do. (Excusing the people who are busy and occasionally check in on me! Thank you!) but like there are people that I talk with only on books. Im starting to get lonely I feel like people who match my energy sometimes and talk to are either on hiatus or we're drifting away. I have attachment issues and if I use to talk to you and you notice we are barely talking people, if you're not busy check in on me when you can.

I'm already anxious making books like these because I feel like some people don't like others using their words and get pissy that their being "rude" I don't want people to get the wrong idea and get mad and start spreading lies or something. This is in general, and if you think you the one to blame or something please don't apologize I'll feel bad that you think it's your fault. It's no one's fault, I just feel lonely. I will try to check on more people and if you notice I haven't been checking in on you or/and you recently changed your username please say so!  By the way if you feel like I'm not even checking in on you say so! I usually check in on family members