!! TW [swearing, self hatred] !!

I'm so sick and tired of everything 

They broke me 

They hate me 

I hate me 

I don't know why I'm feeling like this 

I just feel so overwhelmed 

My family is just a FUCKING PAIN IN THE FUCKING ASS

And, people hurt me online too 

They insult me 

They tell me to die 

And in the end, when I said I was gonna go on a hiatus, they were fake 

"oMg aMi! i'Ll miSs yOu" 

"rOsE pLeAsE tAkE cArE" 

Ugh

Dyno, Amy, Aiko, I'm not talking about you. 

I'm not talking about the people in the T7W server 

I'm talking about people who will remain anonymous

They keep bullying me 

Saying that I'm a big pain in the ass 

They keep saying I'm so fake 

When they're the ones who are fake 

My teachers give me a fucking shit ton of homework

Project after project 

Quiz after quiz 

Seat work after seat work

Why can't it just stop?

Why can't those people hold back from insulting me? 

Why can't I stop being so sensitive? 

Is something wrong with me? 

Do I need to die too?? 

Sigh, I don't even know what to feel anymore 

This is it for now, I guess 

Bye.