I think I have ticks
You know those tourets or some shiat?
Yeah those
But they have been going away now
I think it was just the frustration that there's nothing wrong with me
The only problem is that I have voices inside my head and I have created a world where I was the hero and I just turned myself into a villain
I simped for one voice inside my head but we got separated because the boss of the voices didn't want us together
That's the only problem I have with the boss tho
She respects the lgbtq+ and has created sections with people like me who have these voices inside my head and the sections are selected by sexuality (kinda)
I am trans so I'm in the trans male section
There are two people there right now
I have a nonbinary mother and gay father here
They are rl respectful and I love them more than anything else
I also have a lot of friends here
I have created two oc's out of them
My first voice oc's name is Ariel!
Hes a total Sweetheart
If you would meet him in real life you would simp for a little spoon
Also he a bottom
The voice that I simp for is lesbian (we were dating when I was still a girl) and then boss made her go into a male section but since I am near there she sometimes visits me
She's also my oc (kinda)
But now we can't date because I am a real life bf
But we are ok with that we just homies
She also spanish
Idk what Ariel is
Mother is nonbinary and very protective and I love that about them
Father is here 50% of the time but atleast he isn't gon (see what I did there?)
Also voices don't like water
Idk why
But me neither
Showers are terrifying 👁️❌👁️
*Casually listents to replay by lady gaga while writing this*
Also because of some drama on tiktok I posted all my cosplay drafts and are moving onto a another account where I won't be showing my face
Aaaand I might have fell into a river yesterday/two days ago (writing this at 12:02 am) and scratched my neck pretty badly and the water was poisonous but we won't talk about that 💀💀💀
You ever just want to order shiat online but you are too young to have a bank account and your abuse bitach of a mother won't order it from her account even if you say you are going to pay her back?
Yeah I rl hate her
I turned my whole discord server against her too
When someone hacks into my discord and sees all the shiat we talk about her them he's going to have a laughing tantrum
One of My Mutuals on Wattpad rl wants to go sangwoo on them too
It's a shame that I don't have a bat
But I have a umbrella
What is a umbrella gonna do?
You know that one scene from that one horror anime where that girl fell onto the end of the umbrella and got peirced?
Yeah I'm thinking of doing that to my entire f-ing family
God I wish I could have some good friends around my country where I could stay over instead of being in this house 😔👊
A friend thought me that emoji
👊😔👊😔👊😔👊😔👊😔👊😔
You ever just have a hand kink and ask your friends to sent hand pics?
Yeaahh they were weirded out by that
But atleast their hands are cute😘😘
Susie if you reading this I am so sorry 😹😹
I rl love the cat emojis tho
Can I post gifs in here?
Nope I can't post some tendou gifs
😭😭😭
JUST LET ME SIMPPPP
If you can't guess I failed no simp September
Listening to Hamilton hits different when you have issues like those-
I'm not naive
I have seen woman Around you~~~

BURN~~~

Ok I am sorry I will stop now

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And when the time comes

Explain to the children

The pains and embarrassed

You put their mother through

That's me

I don't rl like the new MIUI 12 update tho (a new update on xiaomi)
I get confused sometimes and its only a few minutes since I updated my phone
I have been hungry these past days and I wanted some good ramen I had in my bag
IT WAS GONE
I ASKED PETRA (MOTHER) ABOUT IT
I ASKED BROTHER ABOUT IT
THEY DIDNT FUCLING KNOW
STALKED GO BUY YOUR FUCLING OWN FOOD I AM ON MY INVISIBLE PETRIOD MAN
IT WAS ENOUGH THAT YOU WERE WATCHING IN THE WOODS WHEN I FELL INTO THE FCKIG RIVER AND YOU DIDNT TELL ME
ok I am sorry that was my anxiety and paranoia talking
I should end this
Bye-bye
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Or not..?

Ok I am going to end this

I am in ✨misery✨