My oi know how it's usually moms body shaming you and shit? And it makes you really insecure?

While my mom did do that she wasn't the reason I became insecure

It was my fucking aunt. She was the one that kept telling me I look ugly because I have a mark below my eye
She's always points out some flaw I have and makes a huge deal out of it
She laughs it off at me

While my mom is visibly worried and concerned

and even after ALL THAT

Still continues to do it every time she comes over and laughs about it

She is the reason I hate myself with a burning passion inside and out

To where when I even feel a tiny bit confident I can just image her saying

"You be prettier if you were paper too bad you have an ugly farmers tan" "you should straighten your hair the boys like it" "maybe skip the meal trust me it'll help"

Now I literally only eat breakfast

Literally all her kids are skin and bones

Anyways thanks for coming to my Ted Talk