Pain

And I'm bored

Sounds are becoming repetitive

Things get duller

I keep focusing on the tiniest things

Is it hot in here or is it just me?

When was the last time I talked to my friends...

YouTube is so boring

TikTok is a hell hole

I've been avoiding my sketchbook

Games have become repetitive

I've been drifting away from family

People are being canceled left and right

Overthinking things

I need distraction

I need instructions

I need someone telling me what to do

I need to be told what to do

That's how I was raised and taught to believe

Something anything

Or I could just sleep...and then what?

Wake up to the same thing

Wake up watch YouTube eat breakfast animal crossing, L4D, smash Bros, animal crossing, YouTube,dinner, upstairs, YouTube, stare at a sketchbook,

All while keeping up with Discord, Wattpad, Instagram, maybe even Twitter

I need a break from the cycle

But I know there's nothing I can do

You know how things are after you've had a good cry...

You calm down for a bit