I just can't fucking take it anymore

Everyday it feels so fucking taunting

I can't talk to anyone about this because they wouldn't understand.

And if they did they'd be ducking upset so what's the point in even wanting to talk to people.

It'll always be "things will get better" "there's still time ahead" "if you leave now you'll miss so much"

I don't want to be surrounded by the thing that taunts me every single day!!!

I can't fucking take it anymore!

I want to implode and just live in an abyss where nobody can fucking bother me!!  Where I won't be shoved in the face of how happy everyone is!!