I'm a very confusing person

Right now I feel happy because I'm not being bothered by anyone in a way alone; not necessarily tho because there's still people in the house

But

I really hate being alone it makes me sad and upset and all that shit

"Why aren't you just a dopey mope?"

"Why yes sir, I am. That's what papa use to call me, so I assume you knew of him to."

I'm bored. Someone hit me up on here or Snapchat or Instagram idgaf just hElp