Read at your own risk it will contain obscurity and just complete madness. This is not meant to be fun, this is a serious talk. If you don't want to read this because of particular reasons then don't read this and continue on the next chapter when I update. If you do want to read it then I would like to remind you to get yourself prepared!!! It's gonna be a wail/whale of a time!!!

*All the things that I have typed below, I did not check through my paragraphs thoroughly for any grammar mistakes. Sorry!!*

I know it must be weird that I'm using the word "triggered" in a title and in this chapter. Now that trigger has become a thing and not a gun reference. To simply put it in a sentence; I feel triggered.

Let's just say a certain art teacher (*let's call him Mr Cheetah*) from my school thought it would be a "good" idea to just casually say that one single word that I hate the most and have never even imagined it to be spoken out in public. Even if Mr Cheetah didn't know he have made someone feel like this (me), I'm still mad and quite upset at him.

I rather not say this word too much as it may also make you feel anxious/nervous or triggered as well. I'll give you a hint... it involves triangles... and obscure, nothing to do with an art lesson, thing. Almost made me cringe a little while I was typing that down. I'm gonna guess you've already figured it out. I'll still not tell you though if you haven't figured it out because of reasons.

 I know most of you think it is silly or just plain stupid of me to feel this way, but in my opinion, it was pure... RAWR!!! No words can describe this!!

*This may ruin your childhood*, especially mine as this was my favourite game, but Mr Cheetah said that the Mario drawing and the Mario question box (*I don't know what's it called*) drawing that I drew symbolizes or is some what related to the... triangle. And that he said that I was a part of it because of that one single drawing!

*Cries in corner randomly saying "asdfghjklzxvcnmoejebfoenmdkyjromfm" then recovers*

Firstly I didn't know that! Secondly, I'm not part of them so don't assume me for a picture that I drew! Thirdly, it's the first day back; at least don't make this week any worse than it is! 

I didn't want to break out in a big fight with him! I don't want to cause anything that could lead to a fight and I - I was just SO mad. *I did kept quiet and kept my head low* to not rage because I'm mostly seen as shy in school and I didn't want to break character. If I became loud and rude then I would feel like I am being judged.*I don't want to be judged, that's all.*

Anyway, that one image, that I'm not gonna use for a long time, was only used for an Identity lesson. I used that question box because, in my opinion, it represents mystery, curiosity, the 5 W's!! The Mario was there just because I wanted to add him, there was no reason for him to be there. Maybe he was there to show where the question box came from!

*Luckily, he said that he didn't mean it even though he just criticized (I don't know if I should say that, I wouldn't call it criticism) my drawing choice. I'm glad he didn't meant that but I was still mad at him.*

*Long sigh*

After that awkward yet horrible moment, I felt self-conscious, nervous and anxious. I did say that I didn't want to be judged last time, well, I felt like that. You know that feeling when you sneezed in a quiet lesson and everyone stares at you like you just committed a crime. That's how I felt. I just hid myself in my hair from everything and stayed completely quiet, much quieter than most school days, throughout the whole day! That is how bad that word is!

I am a sensitive person, not sensitive enough to cry when I get pushed accidentally or something that I know is going to happen or not. I sometimes take complements and errors to heart and that would mean I take them seriously. If you typed something like this; "I hate you," or, "your work is trash," I'll respond it kindly and ignore that type of hate because that's not causing me much trouble. If you say something negative in front of my face, then the atmosphere might change.

*I did take the thing he have said really seriously. I know that I was meant to use it as a way to improve my work but I was to caught up on all the other, personal things. Now that I am re-thinking about this, I regret hating him a lot. I still hate him for saying it though. I know I shouldn't be hating someone.*

I still am going to enjoy playing Mario, I will remember to toughen my skin (be brave, don't get too sensitive) and to just improve little me!!!

I'm sorry that this whole chapter is just a long and silly rant as it is a Rant Book and that the whole chapter was wasted on something. I just feel like I wanted to scream it out.

Side note, I did scream after I went home. I didn't want to bottle up this rage.

*Screams then sings random songs*

Alright! Rage gone!!! Thanks for reading these boring paragraphs. I appreciate your time!!

Goodbye and have a lovely day!! ~~

Not bold* (stars) = just small reminders that are not that really important

Bold * (stars) = actions

Why am I doing this to myself? Saying this out to the public is too embarrassing but it's the only way to let this anger out. > ~ <

And it's 997 words! Now 1000 words!!! 0_0