THEY ARE PLAYING A SHOW 45 MINUTES AWAY FROM WHERE I LIVE IN LESS THAN 12 HOURS. WHICH IS TOMORROW, THE 28. AND I CAN'T GO BECAUSE TICKETS ARE EXPENSIVE AF, MY MOM DOESN'T TRUST ME ALONE, AND PEOPLE SMOKE POT AT THE ARENA. IM VERY SAD AND ANGRY AND EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME BECAUSE THERE IS LESS THAN A 10% CHANCE I COULD MEET THEM, BUT THERE'S STILL A CHANCE. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME THEY HAVE COME HERE (I think) AND IT'S REALLY COOL AND I CAN'T SLEEP CAUSE MY MIND KEEPS RACING (ignore the reference).