I always hate when there's those stupid random spikes in shipper-hatred. Like I'm sorry, but not all of us are shoving it down their throats. Some of us just sit in the background and squeal over something we think would be a cute couple thing and then we go running. Because I'll tell you right now, I have very willingly dropped ships before due to YouTubers getting upset over it. I'm not offending anyone, so why is it that people have a right to attack us as a whole??? It is literally what's wrong with the world. One person does something wrong, and anyone they can be associated with gets punished. I hate it. I hate it hate it hate it. And I'm not saying these people can't have their own opinions on it. Trust me, I get what you're saying. But if the YouTubers are uncomfortable with it, they'll fucking tell us. And until they express to their fans a displeasure towards shipping in general/ a specific ship, I don't understand why I can't just do me.
Worst part is these people, despite how unkind it was of them to attack the group as whole, get so many fucking threats and horrible things spewed at them. Like relax, telling those people to kill themselves is not going to help the situation. You cannot fight fire with fire, especially online. Please, as if we don't already have a bad enough name.
Sorry, it just really pissed me off. Cuz I went onto tumblr tonight hoping to scroll through some cute ship tags in order to relieve some of my anxiety, right? Cuz my parents were fighting before school and then school today didn't exactly go the best and then some shit went down when I got home from school and I so badly needed something cute and calm to help. But what do I see instead? About half of the first selection of recently posted under the tag is people saying shit about shippers and how its disgusting and wrong. "How would you feel?" Ya know, the stereotypical stuff. It's not even original at this point, but I digress. So I tried to ignore the first one, but then there was another about what's wrong with those idiots who ship real people. And by now my anxiety is flaring and I'm desperate for something nice. Anything cute. And then the next one I read is from the first person again, talking about how all these dumb kids keep telling them to kill themselves for sharing their opinion. And so now I was a mess and I still am, I was really hoping talking about it would help but it's not helping so far. And I really needed sleep tonight...
But ya know, whatever. I guess I'm a disgrace no matter what I do. That's cool.
Sorry... I just needed to say something. And I can't talk about it at school because then I'd cry (like I am rn) and I'd look even more stupid than I normally do and I'd be bullied even more and I just-
You people are all I have left that I can show the real me. No one else would accept me...



I guess that's enough for tonight. Until next time, Peace my Cheeses! I love you all <3