So September.

How you doing? Are you holding up alright over there? Yes? No? By the way, I am perfectly okay with you Cheeses answering these little awkward questions in the beginning. I'd love to hear about how you all are doing. Alright. I think I've been awkward enough so far.

September. Most of you (at least I do so) think of this month as the beginning of school. And, as can be guessed, I have started school. Please, do keep this in mind as I continue on. And well, motivation has been a bitch. I don't have the willpower to do much of anything, let alone write. I'd like to think I can be proud of my writing, and I lose that false sense of pride when I rush my work. For this reason, I haven't written anything recently. Like, I may be able to get a sentence or two down and then my mind flops and the ADD kicks in. I am so sorry for this. I honestly wish I could control this, if only to be able to write for you Cheeses. I honestly love you all so much, and I wish I could be a better person for your sakes. However, the current time and place is not one of a bettered me. My mood is slowly recovering from my most recent depression strike, and my ADD seems to be getting exponentially worse. I suppose it's just because I can't have too much happiness. All peace and joy gets ripped away from me, and I suppose this is just another instance of that. I truly am sorry, but I need the break. I will spend what time I can writing. I was really hoping I could do something special for October/Halloween but it seems like that is going to be difficult now. Idk, we'll see how that goes. Maybe instead I'll do like some creepy Christmas build up or something. I'm not sure. Don't get your hopes up too much though. I have a tendency to fail my goals so...

Anyway. I've gotta take the month of September off. I am so sorry for this. On a positive note, I will still publish the Epilogue for The Happiness Circle this month. In fact, I think I'll do that today as an apology present. Sound good? I hope so, because I'm doing it anyway. Alright, I think that's all I needed to cover here.

Until next time, Peace my Cheeses! I love you all <3

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