Literally tho. I have absolutely no reason to write this. I just- I've had this constant need to talk to you guys, but there isn't really anything wrong, at least that you could help with.

actually...

I do have something.

I need advice.

So this guy very obviously likes me. And like, he's not horrible. He's usually pretty nice to me and he isn't horrible. But, as some of you know, I don't fall in love/get crushes/whatever the fuck relationships are based off anymore like normal people do. And my parents are damn set on the idea that I'm infatuated with this boy. And so, here's my issue:

my parents want me to get him to take me to prom

but i dunno if i could do it. cuz my friends aren't necessarily the biggest fans of him and idk if i could do anything coupley ever again and i really don't wanna give him the idea that i want a relationship. but i also want to get him to take me, simply cuz it would make my parents happy. i suppose it comes down do i risk my emotional well being and a great friendship for the pleasure of my parents. and i really don't know. cuz i've been raised on the idea of you please others before you help yourself. so my reflex though is to go thru with it for my parents. but idk if i can and it's going to drive me crazy and i'm so fucking terrified and i absolutely hate the fact i have to make this decision and my parents keep telling me i'm crushing on this boy and idk if i am and i hate it completely.

i'm so fucking pathetic i'm crying over this. but i'm just so scared and i don't know what to do. 

what's the right thing to do? advice? plz? 

I'm Scared To Decide.