Okay my cheeses. How does one explain this, I'm mentally unstable? I think that'll work. Basically, my mind is more of a bitch than I am and therefore loves to torture me. If I'm left alone with my thoughts, my mind will put me through a nightmare that I can't escape nor control. It will turn people I know and trust against me in the most realistic and terrifying way possible. And then when it's over my mind convinces me that they're truly like that, and that they'll actually do that to me. In fact, my mind just did that with one of my Wattpad friends (Megan) and I was crying for at least 20 minutes trying to convince myself she wouldn't stoop that low.
So, my point is that if I ever ignore you or get all bitchy for no reason, please don't take it personally. In fact, that means that my mind thinks you're either 1- a great influence/important to me or 2- you're more powerful than me and that scares it. Number two is sometimes bad, but it probably isn't when it comes to you cheeses.
Anywho, I think that's all for today. I just wanted to warn you before it got worse and I can't differentiate between the nightmare and reality. I love you all, please don't forget that. Well, Peace my cheeses.