A Preface:
Oh, hi. I um, definitely haven't been forgetting to put my updates here as well as my message board. Psh, nah. Of course not. Anyway, we'll talk about this later. First, I need to explain a few things before you continue.

This rant is about a role play series called MyStreet. If you've never watched it, you won't get any of it. This is also referencing the events of the most recent episode (as of me writing this) which is Season 6 Episode 7. If you are not here yet in watching, and don't want spoilers, please don't read this, okay?

Alright, here I go...

So I was in the shower, right? I'm off at college now, so 3 am showers aren't too weird for me, especially on weekends. But I just finished catching up on MyStreet season 6 because the next episode should be coming out tomorrow. And boy, did this episode kill me. Mainly Blaze and Daniel.

Think about it. We know from Emerald Secret that while under the effects of a Forever Potion, you're very well aware of what you are doing. You just have no control. So imagine the embarrassment and strike to his ego Blaze took when Ein forced him to bash his head into the wall. As if that wasn't enough, his own guards had to beat him up against their own control. But that, that was nothing compared to what happened next.

Could you imagine being Blaze, and having to watch Daniel walk up to you, barely blinking back tears. Then, as if matters weren't bad enough, he apologizes before forcing himself to beat you up. Daniel apologizes. Do you want to know what that immediately means to Blaze, who is trapped within his own body? Daniel isn't under the potion. He's pretending to be, to keep them safe. Sweet, innocent, harmless, fragile Daniel, one of his pups, is forcing themselves to beat him up to keep them safe. To offer them an out.

Daniel had to beat up Blaze, the man who gave him a place in the world, the man who risked his life countless times to keep him safe, the man who taught Daniel that he can be strong, that he's no worthless omega like everyone else thought he was. One of the few people Daniel would be happy to call his alpha, and he had to force himself to bring his fists down upon him with no restraint. Can you imagine how much that hurt Daniel?

Can you imagine how much that hurt Blaze?

After having lost Ryland and Maria to the GF, after promising Aaron to protect the pups at all costs, he now has to watch as Daniel breaks down in front of him as he's forced to beat him up. And Blaze can't do a thing about it. No comforting words, no promises that it's really not that bad, couldn't even restrain his sounds of pain more to convince Daniel that it was all okay. He couldn't tell his pup that he was a genius, that he was so brave for doing this for them. He couldn't do anything but hold still and respond to the pain he was going through. It was heartbreaking. It was soul crushing.

Now, if Blaze and Daniel do not get an emotional moment after Blaze is out of the forever potion, I'm going to be severely disappointed. And more than likely cry. Though I'll probably cry either way.

But you know, it's whatever. I love feeling my heart get crushed. Love it so much. Looking forward to the next episode even more now.