Rant book. I'm gonna post my problems you can post yours, paragraphs, anything you need to write. Coping mechanisms and advice would also be helpful if you have any thanks. And most importantly be fucking kind because we all have trauma 

God I hate all my friends. Our friend group consists of 6-7 people, starting with my best friend 

Best friend: clingy and knows no boundaries, has taken this whole "we're married" thing to a new level which makes me uncomfortable not to mention she's straight and has a boyfriend. Is a pick me girl, flirts with my other best friend we'll get to him in a minute.  Gets mad over stupid shit and then when I get mad straight up ignored me. Not to mention she's made remarks about my boobs and body in front of our male friends and they all laughed. Has said the f slur 

My crush/best friend: flirts with my best friend when she has a bf. Doesn't talk to me about anything anymore, we used to be close but now he just clings onto my best friend all day, following her around and doing everything for her which is fucking annoying. Not to mention her  used to give me hugs and actually speak to me when it doesn't regard my bests friend. Fuck him. Has also said the f slur (he's straight too) 

Update: I'm not sure I like him anymore idk it's confusing 

My friend who's dating my best friend: lowkey homophobic, racist, transphobic, ableist, the list goes on but he pretends he's not which fucking pisses me off. He's an asshole and makes fucking jokes about shit that isn't funny. Has ALSO said the f slur (he's straight too) and the n word so piece a shit. 

Update: him and my best friend broke up 

My friend who has a crush on me: lowkey he's ok except she has a crush on me so I get super uncomfortable around them now because I don't like them like that (he uses all pronouns) other than that a good friend except she is super fucking sensitive and after I don't talk to her for 5 minutes she gets depressed and I profusely apologize very time and their like "ugh whatever it's fine"

And finally, my friend who actually ok: he's a good person, funny jokes, and we get along, except that he can't take a joke and has anger issues so he's kinda eh but honestly the best friend I have (update: yeah so basically I have a crush on him now and it really sucks bc he's not interested in dating anyone atm and he wouldn't like me anyways L)

This was from a while ago that's why there's updates but yeah all are pretty much the same