I lie to myself and i bet you do too

I am kinda curious why you do it i do because i feel like my friends are gonna find it annoying if i am actually sad

A fee nights ago i just cried into my dads chest cause i have been holding so much back which felt so good

Thats one if the reasons i made this rant book so i wouldn't have to hold much and i can just rant and others can give there opinion on it

I hold it in because people are gonna view me differently if i express my feelings

I am getting a bit better though have a good day everyone!