Okay I'm truly pissed off 

You remember the collab I did with Astra and Gary and quit a long time ago?

I'M STILL IN IT, ASTRA AND GARY ARE WRITING MY POV 

WTF 

LIKE CAN YOU FUCKING NOT 

Gary is like "calm the fuck down" and I'm like "HOW DO I CALM DOWN YOU AND ASTRA ARE WRITING MY PARTS IN A BOOK I AIN'T INVOLVED IN ANYMORE" and I told him to kill me off in the chapter they were working on, but you know what Gary said?

"You made the story interesting"

EXCUSE ME, IF I DID MAKE THE STORY INTERESTING YOU COULD HAVE ASKED ASTRA NOT TO POST THE CHAPTER IN THE FIRST PLACE, GODS 

AND I COULD HAVE HELPED YOU MAKE IT BETTER

BUT HE WOULDN'T KILL ME OFF 

JUST KILL ME OFF ALREADY 

I don't even know who I'm pissed off at more: Astra or Gary 

Astra is writing my parts for a collab I ditched 

She is acting like this isn't a big deal and gives me her stupid attitude 

This is her and me

Me: Astra 

Her: Ugh wtf do you want

Me: I notice I'm still in the story we made in the collab even though I ditched it a long time ago

Her: So?

Me: Can you please kill me off, because this is something I can report to the disciplinary teachers 

Her: Ugh fine la stupid *walks off*

Like I'm being nice to her and she gives me that attitude 

And she's saying I'm bullying her when I don't do no shit to her 

Literally all I do is not agree to sit in the same table as her at lunch and avoid her when I'm going to class 

Is this what you call bullying?!

Oh and she's turning Gary into a little prick

No offense Gary 

But you shouldn't do a collab with her 

He deserves better, at least better than Astra 

I'm just gonna hope Gary quits the collab before he becomes an absolute bitch 

Don't get me wrong, Gary, Astra, I'm not saying Gary's a bitch

I'm just saying Astra is influencing Gary with her attitude and that he should at least kill me off 

Because this is something I can report to the principal and the disciplinary teachers 

If I'm still alive in that book by Chapter 5 I am going to report you and no one can stop me. 

And please, everyone, don't give me shit like "oh but Astra's innocent" 

Because you don't know her like I do

I spent days in the bathroom nearby my room, crying because I thought my life was over, because of what people say I did, what they think I am in the hallways

I spent nights lying in my bed, thinking of suicide or self harm, tears streaming down my cheeks

You think I wouldn't report you? 

I would gladly report you, with proof.

It's best to kill me off and handle your own story.