So you know that reign of terror that the guests who stayed at my house after 5 months went home yesterday. Thank goodness I cannot tolerate it for another week or another month or so because they were getting on my last nerves. Pretty much on my parents' nerves. They're loud and annoying. I resent them for ruining part of my life. So I was relieved to know that they are finally gone for good yesterday.  I had a panic attack and anxiety attack that was activated every time they were there. Instead, things making things peaceful they stressed me out I was forced to interact with them as my therapist recommend exposure to trauma. As in forced to say hi, bye, and do small talk but in reality, I just wanted them to leave me alone.  I did not invite them to my 21 birthday party because I can't take it anymore. So thank you for praying, please hope they are never coming back. I'll take a 5-week recovery to recover from that traumatic experience. They make me very uncomfortable; I'm glad I feel safe away from them.