At the time, especially when I was younger, I just started the process of middle school around the age of 12. If I decide if I am happy-go-lucky, cheerful, and agreeable, I will easily make friends. Then I realized that was the complete opposite way of making friends. It's like a cloud of gray clouds and hidden illusion. A true friend is exactly someone who accepts you for who you are not a fake pleaser. There be misunderstandings, and agree to disagree but no matter what you are still friends.
I learned that it is okay to be healthy and positive, not toxic positivity. I learn it is okay to call out the haters for what they truly are: pathetic. And find my circle of friends. I have friends okay, just a small amount. My Trust issues and Social Anxiety realm. During my healing process, I will discover who I truly am. Hey, there is a lot of up and down but I will be okay. You, my dear readers, will be okay too.
💜💜💜💜 By the way; online friends are valid as real-life friends. I have both even if I make new ones in college; I keep the old and new ones.
Your friend, BubblyMikey or also known as Deanna Winchester, The Supernatural Queen, and Queen Elsa.

Please keep that in mind. 💜
As a mental health activist when I was 17 and still ongoing, I love you all! May God and Buddha guide your, beautiful souls.