I know I recently announced I was currently on indefinite hiatus from writing and focusing more on my personal private life. But finally, understand why I'm lost the passion for hobbies I used to do:
Part of the reason: in the past, I joined this discord group over two years ago it brings up honestly bad memories; I realized I still haven't emotionally healed from traumatic events in my life so I left since it is not healthy for my soul to be tainted with toxicity. I wanted to be surrounded by people who are in good vibes so I won't be influenced by a negative aura.
Like there were some nice people but despite that, we didn't click. I blocked several members but there were catfights (I was not involved). I was even ranting on social media because I was vastly hurt sure I stood up for myself but I still realize maybe this chat wasn't made for me. I have no intention of coming back though.
I'm glad I did the right thing in the end.