Dear Wattpad,
I'M FUCKING SICK OF MY DAD. I HOPE HE BURNS IN A PIT OF HELL AND BLAZING FIRE. I HATE THAT I CARE IF HE DIED TOMORROW..........

I don't even know why I care that much. He's just a dumbass getting in my way. It's just......

I wish he acted like he cared a little more. He always finds the perfect way to bring me down, and to bring everyone else around him down. He acts like he cares more about his friends than us. And it got me thinking.....

What if I end up like my Mom? By that I mean, what if I get stuck in a dead end job with a bad relationship between husband and wife with two whiny, complaining ass, kids?

Who am I kidding? It probably will happen.

My Dad thinks I rat him out to my therapist a and I stopped going last year halfway through the summer.  The worst part is..... my Dad knows how fucked up he is but won't get help. I wish my Mom would leave him already. Then we could stay with our cousins in Connecticut. But at the same time..... I don't want to leave because he HAS NO ONE  his sister is dead and his parents are dead so he only has us and our pets. I just, I want to cry and sob sometimes because of him.

He told me to come out of my room and stay out of my room and I mumbled ' Why? To listen to your bullshit?'

He makes me so mad all the time.

From sad child,
AdelaideKitchen