Stop with the happy girl bullshit.

Stop with the bulletproof bullshit.

I'm not your punching bag anymore.

I'm only mine, I'm not yours.

I'm a danger to myself, so what?

I'm a nuisance to everyone else, so what?

I'm not good enough, I know.

Stop killing me with words, let me grow.

I know I'm not healthy, I got it.

I know I'm a mess, I got it.

I'm just your problem, is that it?

I'm just a burden, is that it?

I'm a fucking mess, so what?

I'm a danger, I'm a wreck, so what?

I don't care about myself anymore

It's done, over with, I'm one foot out the door.

Out the door, into the grave

If only I could be so brave.

But I'm a motherfucking coward,

So I pretend to be happy outward.

Stop trying to help me, I'm long gone

It's a matter of time before you move on.

I know because you won't be the first 

To leave when worse gets to worst.

So save yourself the trouble, the heartache, the pain

And leave before I'm permanently imprinted in your brain.