I feel disappointed. Not at anyone really. I feel disappointed in the way I act? Does that make any sense? I just feel like I could be better with the way I speak or better of what I do. I say things sometimes that thinking it's okay but it backfires into something rude or mean. I don't mean it. I swear I don't mean to upset you or make you angry at me. I just can't take someone being angry at me anymore? Like I get self conscious and I start to overthink what happened. I just get scared to say anything because I might hurt someone so I tend to repeat myself. I sound like a broken record. And I just... am I a burden? Am I annoying? Do I need to stop? Sigh. I'm probably just overthinking everything like I always do. I'm okay really like I'm not depressed or anything, I just feel disappointed at myself. But it's alright, I'm okay. I just need time alone.