I just wanna be alone, away from them. everyone is either okay and happy or frustrated and fighting. I try my hardest to be the best but it's not enough. I don't wanna be hiding away all the time but I do to help the fighting go away. Every morning it's stressful, hell its almost like everyday. I fear that we'll all fall apart and not be together anymore.. I don't wanna lose everything. Just calm down and breathe for once. Stop picking fights with me, I don't wanna be mean but I can help it if I'm mad. Can't we go back to being happy?