Ranmaru's p.o.v

That stupid girl....ugh..I walked outside and sat down on the wooden floor. It was little chilly but i couldn't care less. How can she be so..

Would she be that stupid with anyone else? Does she think no one will take advantage of her?

I was so frustrated and I'm not even sure why? Why do i have to protect that stupid girl?

I held the back of my neck massaging it, hoping i won't get a headache from the crap i was thinking about. Here i am thinking that coming here and meeting my family would make me worry about so many other things and i end up only being annoyed about this.

I was a guy. I had needs and she being so cute of course I wanted to hold her. I wanted for quite some time now.

A sudden flashback of her arms around my waist gave me a weird feeling. What's up with that? Why'd she do something like that to a guy unless she is dating him..Or like him.

I suddenly felt like my heart dropped to my heels. No way.. She doesn't like me in that way does she?

I scrolled around in my memories with her. She is always around me and has the tendency to rely on me. She says she trusts me and tries to tease me. She likes helping me out but then again i end up repaying her. I mean all of this is after i told her i'll help her out with her brother so logically that she'll act like this. I mean if you look at it she acts like i'm her benefactor.

but..

Ia flashback of what i did in the room took over my throughts.

She walks in the room and i glance at her. Her body looks so good in that yukata. Her hair is up but there are strands of hair that were curled at the base of her neck. Her skin was glowing. I wanna tell her she looks really good. When i pushed her down to teach her a lesson Her eyes just stare at my like she's challenging me. I loosened her yukata waiting for a slap when she finally wrapped her hands around me. It was like a cold shower. I was suddenly more nervous. I was too self aware. Her cheeks were red, she closed her eyes like she was willing. Her reaction confused me, scared me. I had to leave the room. But my hands were burning as i could still feel her warmth.

I had no more excuses to justify what i was doing. I relied on her to support me through so many things. Unconsciously i did all of this things.

Because I obviously clearly like her. Fuck it. I'm in love with her.

And if I don't try to make her fall in love with me from here on out, with all the will I had as a man, then I'm the idiot.

I  got up and went to the room. When i opened the door the lights were out and Misaki was already sleeping. I got to bed too but i couldn't make myself fall asleep.

***

The next morning when i woke up i felt like i had slept no more than three hours. I tried to fix my hair but unfortunately it wasn't going good. I noticed suddenly that the bathroom door opened and Misaki walked out. She looked at me confused. I realized she did not know how to react after yesterday.

"morning" I got up and stretched and then walked pass her. " Order breakfast please."

I went in the bathroom and sighed. It was for the best i acted normal for now.

After breakfast we started getting ready for the wedding. She put on a pale pink dress and some small heels and now she was taking over her mirror trying to pin her hair up.

I walked over and she looked at me in the mirror. "I'll be done soon."

"Just wear it down." I said calmly.

"No way, this is a wedding. A formal one."

I took a pin and pushed her hands away. After few tries her hair was up in an updo.

"Wow." She smiled. "That looks nice."

I didn't say anything but just fixed my tie in the mirror.

Misaki had paid me a look but i pretended i didn't notice.

As the wedding went on and my sister got married i realized i didn't have anything to say at all. I was just there as anther guest. Not her brother. She didn't think of me as that close.

So i had nothing to say about the ceremony. Not about her husband. Not about all the noisy people that were now in a restaurant that was not the inn. I had been told it was going to be a small wedding with only closest of people, but now there were quite the few people talking and talking, while me and Misaki were pushed at the back of the table not really included in the conversation.

"You didn't take out your eye contacts. One eye still purple even at a weeding huh?" Misaki said taking a bite of the cake.

"I feel better with it on."

She took a look at me and then at my cake. "Are you gonna eat that?"

"Noo." I sighed and then i pushed the plate closer to her.

She pushed aside her empty plate and moved to mine.

"You don't look to happy." She murmured.

"I said you can have the piece, didn't I?"

"Not about the cake. About your sister."

"Oh.. I am happy. She looks like she's happy so I'm good. It's just that i feel..."

"Like we are being totally ignored?" She said without holding back.

I opened my mouth but she went on. "I feel like since yesterday and this morning when you met her fiance , now husband she's been trying to flaunt her being center of attention. To me it looks like she was jealous of you and now she's trying to feel better about herself. I'm not saying she's doing this aware but it does explain why we are all alone in the back of the table eating the smallest pieces of cake."

"Are you upset you got a small piece of cake?" I asked kind of amused by the whole thing now that she mentioned it.

"Like i said... this is absurd." she complained.

I was not able to hold back a laughter after she said that. People turned around, staring at us as i couldn't stop laughing.

When i finally calmed down i noticed she looked down in amazement. She took out her phone suddenly and snapped a photo of me.

"Hey?" I covered her camera.

"You laughed. And it was a loud laugh. You have the ability to actually laugh." There was a huge grin on her face. "Reiji will never believe me."

"You..." I wanted to take her phone away but she pulled it quickly. "Actually i might just keep this a secret. I wouldn;t want your reputation to crumble.

"Ahhh." I sighed and then covered my face. "It's fine" She was too cute anyways.

"Ran..?" She asked , her voice suddenly worried. "Are you alright?"

"You can keep the photo."

As everyone started going home before leaving my sister came to talk to me.

"You could have at least taken out your lenses this is not one of your concerts." She said with a serious tone.

"I didn't assume they will be a bother." I said calmly.

"So you are serious about all of this? You don't want to live a normal life? My husband has a lot of money, he will.."

"Are you saying you want me to live out of someone else's money for the sake of a normal life?"

"You are that prideful to not accept help from me?" She asked looking hurt.

"What you're giving me is not help. I'm where i belong."

"You care more for your music than us?"

I stopped. I didn't know how to answer her.

"Music is who he is. You can't ask him to give it up just so he can live under what you consider right way of living." Misaki said it for me.

"What?" My sister turned towards Misaki who had involved herself in the conversation.

"Congratulations on your wedding but I'm afraid he and I must leave now. The worlds of idols is a painfully busy world and we have already postponed a lot of obligations."

"How rude!" She got angry.

"Instead of getting angry at me how about enjoying your day. Don't use it to pick a fight with him today just because is your special day."

"I was not doing that." She was suddenly defending herself.

"Yes you are. But that's alright cause he has spoiled you."

"What? I am in no way spoiled by him. He has never acted like a brother who spoils his sister."

"Really? Cause he's been trying to tell you this in the most polite way so that you'd understand but you refuse to understand him. If this was any other person he would loudly let you know that music is his way of living. Music is his happiness. Music is worth more than money or love to him. So instead of making that face of a victim realize how much your brother is spoiling you. Every person is different. So one person's spoiling is not the same as another ones."

She was speechless. My sister was speechless. I was speechless with her.

"I see." She sighed and then smiled her eyes tear up. "have a safe trip back."

I turned towards Misaki. "You made her cry."

"It's fine." She smiled. "It's not cause she angry. She understood."

"How do you know that?" I asked still worried.

"It's cause, that is the reaction i never got from my parents. No matter how much resolve me and my brother showed they never made that face. It's the "i don't agree face" but "i understand" face. Plus she loves you, she still invited you to her wedding."

I looked at her face and reached out my hands hugging her.

"You know what, you did good today."

"Mmm?" She looked up at me confused.

"There is one thing i realized these days and that is i definitely do not see you as a sister."

Her mouth dropped open.

"Do not dwell on it too much." I smiled and then walked ahead leaving her confused.

When did i become so lame, i wonder?

You're not lame Ranmaru. You are super cool!! You are too perfect tho, work on that part. :')

Ahh why you doin this to me??

When this scene showed up i felt my heart stop. I just  turned like..

And then these two....

*fireeeeeee*

I am re reading my own fan fiction cause of this perfect anime guy.

Baby i will unleash what ever you want me to if you hold me like that.  And that stare....😍💕🙌🏻😋😁