tbh im not that mad
nor sad
i just felt like writing stuff

i have these moods
that i call
the neutral mood
where i just feel in the middle

i dont feel negative
but nor do i feel positive

i just feel like writing my thoghts down

dont you think that sometimes
you can make mistakes too?
my dad
he always apologizes to my mom
and my mom always gets mad

ive never heard her say sorry in an argument

did she seriously want to be right that much?
it doesnt hurt for you to apologize
right?
it doesnt hurt for you to be wrong right?

im a mixture of them

to the people i dont like
ill let them applogize even if its my fault

but to my friends
ill be the one apologizing always
because i always think its my fault

theyre priority
they deserve all the gifts
they experience more pain than me
so i dont want to share mine