I used to work at Macy's, which was awesome cause...honestly...20% employee discount and 10% off other stores in the mall. My old supervisor is now one of the big mgrs and called a couple wks ago to see if I wanted to come back for the holidays. I said sure since I'm tryna save money to move in one yr and eight mos. Plus they work around classes.

Anyway...this new girl started today and I got stuck with her. Don't get me wrong. She's hella nice. But...omfg...she's fucking beautiful as hell and so fucking skinny! Like seriously...her waist is probably the size of one of my thighs. Fml. Guys just kept fucking staring at her all night. Kill me please.

I bust my fucking ass running every damn day and going to the gym four days a week for obviously nothing. Then I also teach ballet and coach cheer still so those are like extra workouts three days a week. F-o-r n-o-t-h-i-n-g. Istfg I need to add more running and go to the gym every single day.

I'm gonna go cry now...and maybe drown my sorrows.