This is so my life! Ofc my dr always said my issues with all that was probably 'cause I was young af when I had my daughter. I felt like a failure at life, a failure at motherhood, a failure period. Never once did I ever consider ending my pregnancy or giving her up for adoption, tho. I went thru hell with my family over it, too. Yet, I knew there was a reason I was chosen to be her mom. Now I look at this little human...this little minature version of me...and I wouldn't trade it for anything. I made another human. There's not much else I could do in life to top that!