HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
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My only "want" this birthday is to NOT get sick today! Or at least not as often as it's been coming. This new illness is seriously kicking my ass! 😖 Yeah, yeah...I know...it seems I'm always sick. Well, this new one is the most serious, and it's a little scary and nerve racking but I'm not gonna think about all that mess today

My momma used to call at the butt ass crack of dawn every birthday to sing "Happy Birthday" to me. This time last year she was in a coma so I didn't get my birthday song, but I did spend the day with her in the ICU. Most of y'all know she died last May so I don't get my song this year either. I cried this morning because I miss her so fucking much. I heard her singing in my head, tho, which is when I broke down crying. 😭

I'm not doing much of anything today. Going to lunch with a couple of friends (where I'll have a yummy alcohol filled drink called the Gummy Bear 'cause I need to be toasted since they're gonna embarrass tf outta me 😉). I'm cooking homemade cheese manicotti for my birthday supper 'cause I've been craving it and my sister finally gave me her recipe. I'll be hanging out with my favorite girl this afternoon and evening. We're gonna make homemade sugar cookies and frost them for my birthday treat 😋 Maybe we'll watch a movie on Demand or something, which means I'll go by the theater and have our bucket filled with fresh theater popcorn

So yeah...that's my big day. Hope y'all have a good one, too 😊