You're avoiding me for someone special to you.

Chivalry is still on. You're such a gentleman, doing everything for her. For the one you love.

I'm your best friend, she's your girlfriend.

And it seems that you're letting go of our friendship that is longer than your relationship with her.

Why can't you notice my love for you yet you noticed hers? It's unfair. Really.

Knocking on the door, I opened. Sorrow showed up instead of hatred that I was expecting.

Asking why it always show up every time my best friend hurt me, sorrow comforted me. Sad droplets stopped rushing. Sobs still voicing.

Struck by realization,

I still loved you even if you won't look at me in the eye.

I still loved you for how many times you've started ignoring me.

I still loved you ever you piled up bricks in between us.

I still loved you ever since we lost signals and connections.

And I'm an idiot for doing that.

Guessing it, I stayed loyal.

I fell. You catched me but putted me down safely. Without a single scar or wound.

I know it sounds ridiculous. But it hurts, without a word, you left.

Left me with your girl.

How I wished to be in her place. It must be nice...

But what I wished the most is that you'll notice my feelings. No need for replies. Just that, I won't feel like an idiot always following you behind.

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Okay! That's the end, I guess?

And oh my fudging potatoes! I don't remember writing that poem or whatnot! It's been so long that I opened my account and in result to that, I couldn't remember a damn single thing of what I wrote! Like WTF?

Is this memory loss?!

But MEH. I duncare. As long as I AM BACK, that's what I care. 😆✊🏻

It's nice to use this account once again. I was too busy at school and didn't budge using this. Glad I have time today.

I MISSED EVERYTHING. ㅠ.ㅠ