Nova's Lament (Rant Target: Utashi)

@UtashiSama

I'm not talking behind your back if I not only literally publish but also show it to you. Oh, also Lulu hates you now, so yeah. Your reason is too god damn stupid and invaluable to leave your life long friends behind for.

OH MY SO WHY DON'T WE START THIS OFF BY INTRODUCING THE SOURCE? It all started yesterday, with me and Utashi chatting, like normal. Then, she gets depressed, and doesn't want to tell me why, saying it's too personal. Eventually, she tells me to check her book called "Love Therapy", and I'm like, why not? I was trying to be a good friend. So you don't need to go over to her book, here ya go. I provide screenshots:

We had talked about this topic pretty gosh darn often, so it pissed me off that she literally pulled up one of those lying cards. She either didn't  remember (which wouldn't surprise me) or "Tried to keep privacy" and honestly, you never did that. You couldn't seem to keep anything in between us. Can you blame me for getting mad? Also, yes, I did add a Hamilton reference. This whole chapter is pretty much the Reynolds Pamphlet.

This is part of what I meant by insults, and some other things like "idiot" "weak" "short" and along that line. What, anyone who tells you the truth/calls you out is suddenly your bully? Don't make me laugh. Bullying is when you are constantly told and reminded you are not good enough, and physically hit. That sounds more like our ex-relationship than anything.

I have told her SEVERAL TIMES the same thing, and I bet others have too. She's not f***ing intrested. Deal with it. Also, Let* (I try ranting and can't even type properly -_-)

Oh! Confession time! :D I sometimes lack emotion, pretty often actually, being one of the main reasons I cut! Also, my subconciousness died because I was trying to meet the "strong" expectation in our school. I'm fucking weak! No surprise to anyone, but meh.

MY GOD SHE MAKES IT SOUND LIKE SUCH A BIG DEAL

Can you really blame me for getting pissed off?! She's making such a big deal over a small thing that should be common sense to someone who is appatently so god damn smart and intellegent enough to call me an idiot. Yeah, I sound like a hypocrite, but I don't hide behind lies to what's true. You wanna know something actually? For the rest of the time I keep my small ass in that school, I'm not gonna fake emotions. Imma be real with everyone, I hate most of them, I hate arguing with them, and I'm the weakest person there. Ok? Ok. And don't go throwing that "you don't know me" shenanigan again. I don't care about your fucking daddy issues or some random dude you met in tje middle of the street, I couldn't care any less, actually, I never really did enjoy being with you, and screw following church rules, I'll admit I hope karma had it in for you. I hope that you burn. (Yes, another reference to the Schyuler Sisters roasting Hamilton)

Oh, and here's what I mean by her leaving her life long friends by:

Honestly wtf
And her reason was stupid too. I don't have a pic for that one, Luna went and asked her in person. Apparently, she wants to leave her friends since diapers (Lulu and Bee) for someone she met only this year (Me, Nova)

Can you honestly, truly, actually, fucking blame me? If you say yes, give me evidence, specific details, and time. All of that was provided in this, so I want it back.

Luna_theskelwolf099 It's your turn, go ahead and rant.

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