I used to write in this book all the time. Like a lot. 

I've been thinking recently about how I used to love writing stories and chatting on here. I would write after school was finished and I loved it. What happened? 

Why don't I write anymore? 

I don't exactly know. I think life got a bit busy and a lot was going on all the time so even when I tried, I couldn't escape in a story like I used to. 

I was thinking this morning "Maybe I should try continuing my fanfics on Wattpad". So I went to my main Pokémon fanfic and looked at the two chapters I had in drafts. One was finished but for some reason I didn't publish, and the other was just getting started. 

I was supposed to be writing a Pokémon battle. I've ALWAYS sucked at writing those so it isn't exactly the best way to continue writing by starting with that. 

So I then looked at my Your Name fanfic. Maybe when I was writing stories I should of wrote notes down of what is going to happen and what it's going to lead to because instead I just kept it all in my head then wrote it down. But if that was in your head half a year ago, you can't really remember what you were going to do with the plot so I was just confused looking at the draft. 

I don't really know what to do, I can be busy some times but I guess yesterday when I finished an English essay that I was really proud of, I remembered the joy of writing something then publishing it. 

I don't know. Sorry for the rant or whatever that was. 

I hope you are all doing well. If you ever need you talk to someone, you can PM me.