Alright so... depression and anxiety are pretty much common to all of us, huh... its everywhere we go but we never noticed it, we only notice smiles but have you ever wondered that those smiles plastered on their faces are not really true that you think they're pulling off a fake smile and they're going through something harsh in their pasts...?

You may as well call it being "overprotective" or maybe you're just simply worrying too much but then... don't ever think that it's a bad thing to worry so much about others... Scolding at you? No, they're not mad at you... they're just... worried about you....

Dwelling in the past isn't pretty much great as there may some bitter and hurtful times that you wished to forget... Forgive and forget but don't forget what it taught you...

People spreading rumors about you, harbouring hate onto you and let you fall into shame and darkness.... You may think you have alot of haters, you may think everyone is your enemy but don't you think... that no matter how many haters you have, how much you've been hated by others... just remember... remember that there will be always someone out there that doesn't judge you.... that doesn't care about the rumors spreading about you....

Do not think that everyone is your enemy... who knows? There might be someone who's going through the same as you... not exactly the same but bits of theirs might be the same as yours...

All of us may be different from eachother but we're still the same human species destined to suffer... No matter what religion you're from, just overcome the challenges in life... No matter how hard it is, just believe that you can overcome it!

Hm.. Nowadays... Most people, not really most but people only like others by their looks and not by their personalities.... Well, guess what? You don't need them as your friends, they're fake, toxic waste... they only care about your looks and not your beautiful personality.... They don't know that there's a beautiful garden inside your heart... a beautiful garden... that is slowly fading away due to the hatred and darkness it received.... That's why... you need true friends who loves you just the way you are... True friends who don't judge you by your looks but by your beautiful personality... Haters and other critics and people may see you as a rotten, withering flower but they will never know that there might be a beautiful garden growing inside your heart....

I have more to say about this but I guess I can stop here bcuz It's hard to remember what I learnt from these past years...

Some last advices from me,

No matter what they say, no matter how many of them hated you...

Just remember that there are a few people who truly loved you....

Be strong...

Don't fall down just yet...

Just remember...

[That You Are Loved...❤]

ps: hey... uhm...if any of you are triggered from what I said there.... im really and truly sorry if I did triggered you but... im doing this to help someone... and that someone is...my cousin....

this is dedicated to my beloved cousin mangkooooook

a message to her: "if you ever have a rough time or need someone to let your feelings out too... don't be afraid to consult me... I may be able to help you... why? Bcuz I love you... as my cousin... and as a friend❤"