I feel so small on the Earth
A grain of sand in the beach of the universe
Billions of people
Yet I still feel alone

"There are plenty of fish in the sea"
But you're the only one I think suits me
I'm drowning alone
I think I always will be

Music and writing are my escape
It will always be that way
As the words stumble onto the page
My mind starts to unwind

It was so long ago
But sometimes I still miss you, you know?
When you left, you took a part of me
The part that made me happy

Did it all mean nothing?
I want someone to help me feel something
The pain in my chest
It's getting hard to bear

Days pass and I still feel the same
I loved you so much, I know it's lame
I could see the big day
But you took the glimmer of hope away
Now the future's no longer in sight
I'm scared: it's this emptiness I fright
Will I end up a failure?
Will I end up alone or alright?

I shut my eyes, stop thinking ahead
The future isn't as dark as the thoughts said
I'm a small being in the world
But it will be okay one day
Until then hope glimmers
It's a tiny flame in my chest and it shimmers
You may leave like everyone else
But this thing I call hope
I think it might be here to stay.

To anyone wondering (probably no one oops) this is what my notebook looks like:

I got it at the weekend because I just finished my old one so yay :)

Here's this poem haha

So that's wHeRe ThE mAgIc HaPpEnS