Can I just say I overdramatised some stuff in this for the sake of the poem and I'm okay so there's no need to worry :)

I don't know what to do
My heart wants one thing
And my head another
What do I listen to?

I spent a long time
All messed up inside
Hurt and conflicted
Like it had all been a lie

Now I'm back at the start
My mind's all twisted
Both feet behind the line
And run who knows how far

I don't know where this is going
But do I like it? Maybe
I don't know what you're doing
But do I like it? Maybe

Maybe I'm conflicted about you
Or maybe just confused
But somehow I still find it in me
To forgive you

Sometimes I think I'd do
Anything for you
You changed my life
And made me happier too

Then I got crushed
Somewhere along the way
You said goodbye
And we proceeded to lose touch

Now you're back
I think that's what I wanted?
But I'm not sure
Is it just a friend I lack?

Or is it you I need?
To keep me going
To fuel the energy
Running through my body

I don't know where this is going
But do I like it? Maybe
I don't know what you're doing
But do I like it? Maybe

Maybe I'm conflicted about you
Or maybe just confused
But somehow I still find it in me
To forgive you

Maybe I'll become someone to you
Or maybe you'll become less to me
Maybe I'll end up thinking differently
But until then... I always have to listen to you

This poem is kind of only loosely based on something that happened to me. LOOSELY. Yes someone left me and is now back in my life (which I see as a good thing!) but I'm okay and there's no feelings or anything so if you're reading this (you know who you are and I highly doubt you're reading this), I'm okay!! You have not done anything wrong!! This is just sad, overdramatised poetry because that's what I do :D