Hey guys
15 december will be my time of death
ReaperSans pls take me at 15 december

Well, not litraly
Im just.... afraid....
I am going to grade 9 soon...

I have to choose either science class or comers/economic class. It will be decided by my marks.

And frankly, i think I wont get in science class...
The pressure is now on me...
Anxiety taking step by step.

15 december is when my fate is decided.
My mom is giving me too much pressure
I wanna be an illustrator and/or a programmer
My mom is just pressuring me..

If i fail, my gadgets is most likely be taken away, which mean no more time to be here
If i pass, stress will be building up from studies
I just wish we cant grow up
Is that too much to ask?

I just want my parents to understand my dreams....
I dont want to be an accountant
I wanna be an illustrator/programmer
Let me have a break with my friends... let us have fun together....

*sigh* well i just hope for the best option to come
Please help me....

Mom... dad.... pls just understand....

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I also wish.... you guys are okay there...

I shouldn't be ranting should I?

You guys are probably in a worser condition than me...

I hope you guys are okay....

But thx for putting up with my vent....

I just needed this amount of stress off me...

But if you guys think I am just seeking for attention, then I am sorry...

In the mean time, how are you guys? Playing in the snow or something?

What does snow feels like? My country never snows, tropical.

If you are in a worse condition, then I am sorry....
I want to help, like hold a gathering or something. You can at least vent on me.... I am fine...
Just maybe issue with timezones.

Where is your country? If ya want, comment here! At this line! --->

In worse case scenario, i wont be able to use the wifi nor my gadgets again
When that happens, I will be in a hiatus until I get it back or find another way to sign in.
I need to get ready just in case worst case scenario happens. I need to have several back up plans.

In the mean time, i am dreading the fated day coming towards me, step-by-step.
Thx for listening everyone. I just needed to get this off my chest.
Sorry if I offended anyone. I know that some of you guys are in a more worser condition, like war and stuff.

But still, thx for putting up with my s**tty venting and stuff.

See you guys next time.

~♡ Love, Author