But..

There's so many things going on in my head..

That i don't know what to do

I can't even find solace or peace in Wattpad..

So many things that could go wrong..

So many things going wrong..

And i hate talking about it!

What am I supposed to do?!

Counsel myself?!

Even if anyone says: "You can always talk to me" I don't want to!

I want to get away!

But i dont want to leave!

Maybe its just my period

Or actual depression

But whatever it is

I want it to stop

Please

Let me be happy again

Its tearing me, my friends, my work, and my world apart

Gimme some duck tape

Super glue

And sprinkles. 

I dont want a makeshift heart anymore

Just ignore this post, please..

I want to get that demon out..

And i did..

I dont even know what else to say.

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