My ADHD is so bad I can't keep a thought for more than a few minutes before someone distracts me and I lose what I was thinking about

Or i can't explain things as well

and stuff

And lucia just did it to me

I can't concentrate

and I cant take my medication cause its nighttime

And i feel like crud

CAUSE I KEEP GETTIN DISTRACTED

;-;

see i dont even know what I wanna say anymore

I wanna cry

But than i get distracted by my turtle

Then remember I got distracted again

I dont even know what to say

There is only a few things going on in the basement

And i cant think

God damn it

And now im getting angry

And am gonna be bipolar and ADHD

Ughhhhhhhhh

I was trying to draw what I was thinking that would be funny

Like how i would be smiling sadly because i cant think straight (heh)

But no I cant explain it anymore so

Like

This is what i was doing

I cant even get a good picture

Fuck my life

Now im pissy

Fucking christ

Ranting much??

I CANT EVEN CONCENTATE ENOUGH TO KEEP WRITING THIS SHIT

I WANT TO DO WHAT I DID FOR THE LAST COUPLE OF MESSAGES TO MY ROLEPLAY BUDDIES

START TO SAY SOMETHING GET DISTRACTED IN THE MIDDLE OF IT AND END UP DELETING ALL OF WHAT I WROTE BECAUSE I LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT

I DONT even know if im explaining that good

I didnt mean to do caps

I just dont want to retype that in not caps

Because I'll get distracted again

And forget it all

Ugh

I dont even know anynore

I dont post this to get attnetion, all those people thibking that

I post this because its my randomness book

Which is practically a journal now

I dunno

Fml

A lot

I forgot what I was going to say after that.

//muffled yell of frusturation into mattress//