Vent/Rant
Look, I would put TWs, but I sorta I dunno which ones they would be-
This is about my past relationships, and how I found out I am Aro Ace and Trans.
So, when I was younger, I hadn't known much about relationships, and I was PRESSURED into asking out my first boyfriend. He was shocked, and we got together. I had a panic attack underneath my desk, and I convinced myself i NEEDED him. We broke up a few months later, and he moved.
A month later I started dating this girl... She was clingy, needy and overall a B I T C H. Like, one of those bullies in a romance novel. Now, I never wanted to hurt her feelings, so I stayed with her. One day, in a group chat with her sister, cousin, our mutual best friend, and her ex. (they stayed friends, but he warned me to break up with her.) Now, we had been dating for a year or something like that. Now, I had been at the store and playing Pokemon with my siblings. She proceeded to break up with me, while I WAS OFFLINE/
Now, my final ex, ( n1ghtax0 ) We are friends again.
Now, he confessed, and I convinced myself I liked him. I realized how I convinced myself I liked people, and how I didn't like anyone sexually or romantically.
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Now, about a year ago I felt wrong with my body, and I was openly Genderfluid online. Now, I slowly realized I was trans- (yeah- I cant write the rest, I gotta head to bed! I might write the rest tomorrow)
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